I just noticed that I had a follower on my dashboard (yeah, it's been a while since I've posted...) I was like, "Why can't I see my follower?"  I think it's me!  How ridiculous am I?

Anyways, I'm feeling slightly out of control.  All my life I've wanted and needed to have control in my life.  I don't feel like I have any control anymore.  This job has taken a lot out of me.  I've lost a lot of my life, and I have mentally aged a good 10 years.  I'm exhausted.

Is this burn out or the position I'm in?  I think it could be both...

What to do?  I'm going to have to figure something new out.  I'm just falling apart physically and mentally.

Soon I hope to get back to my ONIB books...  Soon.